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2012-366 Day 294 – Weekend Wrap Up XXIII

This week felt better than last week in terms of writing and creating topics, hopefully I’m out of my slump for a while. A busy day means a late post tonight, actually, as you can probably tell, it’s been a busy week in general.

Sunday (10/14) – Softball Game 5: Pray for me tomorrow, as we play against the team that was complaining last week and I want to ensure that set a good example even though I’m going in with a diminished amount of patience. I think I’ll be fine, especially since we decided on a compromise that will make them happy as long as no games get rained out between now and the end of November, but I’d rather not test it. Also, it’d be nice to win.

Monday (10/15) – Scared: Yeah, as we get closer to Halloween, I’m hearing and seeing more and more ads for these “fear” places and react with laughter, which is probably the opposite reaction to what they are going for. Especially the radio ad for the L.A. Haunted Hayride, which has what I suppose the mean to be a menacing subtitle – “The Congregation” – since they say it in a scary voice, but it just doesn’t work for me. And I’m really uncertain as to how you make a Hayride scary, but I suppose I’ll never find out.

Tuesday (10/16) – Insight: Appropriate with the amount of times that I used the insight tag this week. I haven’t really gotten any feedback, so I don’t know if it is helpful or desirable, but I figured why not? At the very least I can look back at them for the end of the year and see what I shared.

Wednesday (10/17) – Nationals: Yeah, this was random. I intended to write it more like an article as kind of an exercise, but I think it still fell halfway in between. I guess it’s good to practice, and it’s certainly one of the posts I’ve done the most research on while I was making it (mostly dates and history).

Thursday (10/18) – Haikus: I’ve always had a soft spot for Haikus, something about the cadence and structure (and the fact that I have to count syllables on my fingers everytime) has endeared them to me. Be glad I didn’t have this suggested to me earlier, you would have seen a LOT more over the course of the year.

Friday (10/19) – Workout Intensity: Today’s guest instructor in karate was all about intensity, and, while I see where it benefits, I do think there does need to be a balance some time. If you are going all out at all times, you might miss a detail that is important. But I start from a fairly high level to begin with, so I’ve had the time and desire to consider the drawbacks and compensate for them. Some people don’t have that desire, and so they go all out all the time, which is fine for them but not how I choose to approach things.

Weight: 225 Loss: 15 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 327 miles
Softball Stats: Game 5 – 2/3 (.667), 1 R, 1 RBI Season – 14/18 (.777), 3 2B, 9 R, 6 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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2012-366 Day 293 – Workout Intensity

For the most part, I am okay at self-starting. That’s why I have done 99% of my mileage this year by myself. I’ve also done the majority of my workouts in the past few years on my own. Jess and I worked out together for a while at the beginning of our marriage, but eventually we got to busy and fell out of the habit. I also use my workouts and run as a form of stress relief, so I’m usually pretty intense during the time that I’m out there.

Whats the problem? Well, now that I am in a fitness class with other people, I realize what a terrible workout participant I have become with others. I interact very little with the other students, stand off to the side while stretching and warming up (I’m still stretching with them, just not in line with everyone else), and generally look kind of pissed when doing intervals on the track and exercises on the machine.

Interestingly enough, I don’t have the same issues in karate. It’s probably enough that I’m surrounded by friends there, but it’s also more of a learning environment, so I’m not just focused on the workout component. Speaking of karate, went back for the first time in three weeks last night and felt pretty good (I was out for a week and a half with my injuries, busy a week ago, and foiled by testing last Saturday that cancelled classes).

I made this realization at the end of class on Thursday, so I suppose I should do something to change it next week (or at least be just a little less intense). I’ll let you know if the change does anything interesting.

Weight: 225 Loss: 15 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 327 miles (+5 miles)
Softball Stats: Game 5 – 2/3 (.667), 1 R, 1 RBI Season – 14/18 (.777), 3 2B, 9 R, 6 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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2012-366 Day 292 – Haikus

This was suggested to me (I won’t throw them totally under the bus), since it was such a busy day today. So here’s my day in haiku(s):

Work was full of things
Which had to be done making
Certain all is well

Lunch was very good
New barbecue place by work
I like Texas sauce

Ran first half lap slow
During my fitness class time
Ran second half fast

Went home to change quick
Went back to karate for
first time in three weeks

Picked up Jess from work
She stayed late to help out there
Talents were for show

Got home to grading
Tomorrow I give midterm
Good to be teacher

Don’t be jealous, you could be this good at haikus if you wanted to.

Weight: 225 Loss: 15 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 322 miles
Softball Stats: Game 5 – 2/3 (.667), 1 R, 1 RBI Season – 14/18 (.777), 3 2B, 9 R, 6 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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2012-366 Day 291 – Nationals

Okay, a little background to start us off, since I know not everyone who reads this blog is as into sports, specifically baseball, as much as I am. The Washington Nationals play in Washington, D.C. (not the state), were formerly located in Montreal (and named the Expos) until 2005, and had an amazing season culminating in their first playoff appearance since moving to the city. They were upset by the St. Louis Cardinals in the final game of their series after holding a 6-0 lead in the first few innings, eventually succumbing 9-7. One of my favorite columnists (Bill Barnwell, although he typically writes about football) for one of my favorite sites (grantland.com) attended the game and posted a great write-up about what it was like to be there for such a historic (and painful, for their fans, since the game was played in D.C.) game. Towards the end of the post he had this to say about the Nationals fans:

“It was actually remarkable how well the Cardinals fans were treated; when I was talking to one as we were standing in line on the way out, he asked me to point out just how well-treated they had been and how gracious the Washington fans had been in defeat.”

This would have passed naturally without any comment from me, except for the fact that I’ve had some trouble sleeping recently. Nothing serious, but it occasionally results in me waking up in the middle of the night, and I did so recently with a strange thought. My thought specifically related back to the above quote, and went something like this, “Of course they were gracious, they’ve had so much experience with defeat.”

At first blush, that makes absolutely no sense when dealing with a franchise that has only been in existence since 2005 and was playing in their first playoff series in that time. Ah, but that is where the interesting underpinnings lie, because the fans at that game obviously hadn’t just started following baseball at the inception of the franchise, but have a history of their own. That history is likely grounded in a long stretch of futility from one of several sources.

1) The Baltimore Orioles – Less than 40 miles away to the Northeast, the Baltimore Orioles were the team closest to DC before the Nationals came to town. Having last had a playoff team in 1997, one could imagine it would be easy to jump ship to the new team when they arrived on the scene, particularly considering Baltimore’s performance would only get worse in the first few years of the National’s existence (oddly enough, both teams made the playoffs this year). When the team you formerly rooted for submitted a year when they started 0-21 (1988), it seems much easier to accept a last gasp playoff loss.

2) The Montreal Expos – I suppose some small faction may have transferred their allegiance with the team (though I can’t imagine it would have been too many, maybe someone at the Canadian consulate?). If that’s the case, there wasn’t much better to go on. In fact, when you best season ever is cancelled by the only strike to wipe out a World Series (1994) and you team gets moved out from under you, you’ll take any number of playoff losses of any variety over that fate.

3) Washington, D.C. Sports Fans – I guarantee there are people there, like me, who root for the local teams because that’s who they can go see and who they grew up with. I had the advantage of growing up with the Lakers, and now even have the Kings, so even a 1989 to present World Series drought for the Dodgers has been salved. The D.C. natives have . . . the basketball Wizards (born Bullets) and football Redskins? Their last championships were 1977-78 and 1991 respectively, and the Redskin’s win was against the Bills during the Bills streak of losing four consecutive Super Bowls, so I’m not even sure it counts. The Wizard’s early playoff exits when the Nationals first came to town and their utter lack of success since 2008 had hopefully hardened the cross over baseball fans by now, and the Redskins have made a habit of getting people’s hopes up and crushing them, the Nationals just managed to do it in a few hours instead of months.

4) The transplants – Washington D.C. being what it is, I am certain many people who lived in the area sought to have a fresh start with the Nationals (I’m looking at you, Cubs fans) and traded in their allegiance when the new club came to town. It’s unlikely anyone would have traded down (I’m certain the Yankees fans didn’t convert), so there has to be a historically bad collapse somewhere in their sporting history. I’m sorry the Nationals added to their baggage.

Now, keep in mind that I am not at all disparaging the fans reactions and am quite proud of their fan-base for taking such a heartbreaking loss so well. I also write this as a Dodger fan, and we were stuck on the outside looking in this year, so even a painful loss might have been preferable to not making it at all (I’m saying might here, I don’t want to commit myself to something I haven’t thought all the way through). But these are the weird things that go through my mind when I am sleep deprived.

Weight: 225 Loss: 15 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 322 miles
Softball Stats: Game 5 – 2/3 (.667), 1 R, 1 RBI Season – 14/18 (.777), 3 2B, 9 R, 6 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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2012-366 Day 290 – Insight

One goal that I have had with this blog is to give readers a little bit of insight into who I am. I’ve always tried to be open and honest, mainly because it makes life easier when you don’t have to worry about keeping details straight. I started labeling the posts with the “insight” tag but never really explained it. So here you go, if you click on the insight tag you’ll have a list of posts that I think reveal some aspect of me, whether it’s how I think or something that may have made me who I am. Most of you have probably already figured that out, but I wanted something clear on here in case someone stumbles upon this series in the future.

I’m certain I’ll add at least a few more to the category before I’m done (there have been 16 – not including this post – so far). I look forward to providing more insight in the future, although I’m tired so that’s enough for today.

Weight: 226 Loss: 14 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 322 miles
Softball Stats: Game 5 – 2/3 (.667), 1 R, 1 RBI Season – 14/18 (.777), 3 2B, 9 R, 6 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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2012-366 Day 289 – Scared

This post was inspired by two things: 1) It is October, which means that everyone and their brother is advertising their Halloween mazes, haunts, and spooky events and 2) this site, which features pictures like this one:

Scared Bros 1

All of the pictures appear to be in the same location, and I’m not entirely certain what it is that jumps out at them during that momentary flash, but it appears to be a good one. It is also quite obvious that they are all there of their own volition at some sort of haunted house (it’s listed in the site, but I’m too lazy to go look it up). That is one thing I will never understand.

There are many people who like to be afraid, as obviously evidenced by the never-ending cavalcade of horror movies and the transformation of parts of Universal Studios and Knott’s Berry Farm into horror mazes. As far as I can tell, they enjoy the rush of adrenaline that accompanies being afraid. I, as you can probably tell by now, am not one of those people.

There are two reasons that spring immediately to mind as to why this is the case. The first is my continual desire to be in control. I do not like not being able to do what I want, when I want. This also ties back into my dislike of roller coasters. Being strapped into a metal edifice for three minutes with no other options is not my idea of a good time (the other reason I dislike roller coasters is I hate the feeling of falling, which ties back into my dislike of being scared, as the feelings are similar to me). I associate fear with not being in control, and thus try to avoid it. The second reason is tied to the first, in that, due to my dislike for being out of control, I will not put myself in a mindset to be caught off guard in those situations. I’d have to imagine that my picture in this haunted house would be amusing in it’s own right, me standing there with my arms crossed because I’m not going to let them “get” me.

I’m not entirely certain why I am this way, but there you have it.

Weight: 226 Loss: 14 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 322 miles
Softball Stats: Game 5 – 2/3 (.667), 1 R, 1 RBI Season – 14/18 (.777), 3 2B, 9 R, 6 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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2012-366 Day 288 – Softball Game 5

I don’t really want to talk about it, but I guess I kind of have to otherwise this post will be extremely boring. The day started off poorly as, for some reason, one of the two teams playing the first game was using a temporary copy of the schedule that was only available two days and never looked at the updated schedules in the last month (well, two of them showed up at the right time). So the first game didn’t get played.

I umpired the second games and, though it was very close, there weren’t any major controversies. I did, however, have to listen to members of the team that showed up for the wrong game complaining behind me. I am uncertain as to why they didn’t think I could hear them and why they thought it was my fault that they were the only team out of the five who haven’t looked at the schedule or standings in the last month, but it was extremely frustrating.

Finally we got to play our game and took an early lead, as is our usual experience. It was a tight game for the first few innings, but then a couple big ones for the other team, including a grand slam, led to us getting throttled 17-8. In all a very disappointing day that was pretty rough on me personally. Even better, the commissioner is out of town for the next two weeks and we play the team that had the scheduling issue today both weeks. I’m not looking forward to this.

Oh, we got our jerseys finally, and we are an amazingly obnoxious shade of yellow (sorry, Gold according to the paperwork). Yup, the day just kept on giving.

Weight: 226 Loss: 14 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 322 miles
Softball Stats: Game 5 – 2/3 (.667), 1 R, 1 RBI Season – 14/18 (.777), 3 2B, 9 R, 6 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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2012-366 Day 287 – Weekend Wrap Up XXII

Sunday (10/7) – Softball Doubleheader: With the doubleheader out of the way, it’s back to one game a week. It’s a little sad actually, I kind of wish that our aggressive schedule had worked out. Oh well, at least it’s softball season again, my favorite time of year. Sadly we’ll be halfway through it this week.

Monday (10/8) – Runner’s High: Went on a long run this morning and experienced the opposite of a runner’s high due to some poor decision making. I figured I would be okay running first thing in the morning because it would be cooler (okay, around 10), but that meant I didn’t eat anything beforehand. I was okay until six and a half miles in, where I hit a wall. I had taken some carbs with me in the form of Sports Beans (basically Jelly Beans made of Gatorade), and it helped, but wasn’t enough. I thankfully had brought some money with me and stopped for some actual Gatorade at a liquor store and made it all the way back, but that was less than fun.

Tuesday (10/9) – Random Topics III: You can’t really update a random topics post, can you? I suppose I can update the weather part of it by saying that I am less than pleased that it looks like it’s going to warm up again after a nice, too brief cold snap (and we got barely any rain at CSUN).

Wednesday (10/10) – Work VI: No talking about work on the weekends still in effect.

Thursday (10/11) – Debates: A couple likes and a nice comment from my Nana on Facebook, I’m glad that other people agree with me on this. It frustrates me how contentious everything is nowadays.

Friday (10/12) – Slump: I wish this worked like my phone, just plug myself into the wall and recharge . . .

Weight: 226 Loss: 14 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 322 miles (+10 miles)
Softball Stats: Game 3 – 3/4 (.750), 1 R, 2 RBI Game 4 – 3/4 (.750), 1 2B, 2 R, 1 RBI Season – 12/15 (.800), 3 2B, 8 R, 5 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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2012-366 Day 286 – Slump

I’ve definitely been feeling less motivated on the blog front recently. I’m going to attribute some of that feeling to crossing the three-quarters mark and realizing that there’s still a significant amount of time left. Then there’s also the fact that I feel like I’m starting to repeat myself and I have to go back into the archives to see if that’s the case. So between a motivation drain and topic fatigue, it’s certainly a lot harder to get into a position to want to write.

For me, dealing with these types of issues is generally just a matter of powering through them. For now, I suppose I’ll just have to recognize that there will be times like this (obviously I’ve gone through this before during this year) and I’ve got through them before. The weekend is already set, so I’ll start thinking about next week and should have some good stuff for you.

Weight: 226 Loss: 14 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 312 miles
Softball Stats: Game 3 – 3/4 (.750), 1 R, 2 RBI Game 4 – 3/4 (.750), 1 2B, 2 R, 1 RBI Season – 12/15 (.800), 3 2B, 8 R, 5 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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2012-366 Day 285 – Debates

So here is a post about politics which will mostly consist of me yelling at both sides. Skip it if you like, read it if you dare. Your mileage may vary.

So I hear there was a Vice-Presidential debate on tonight. Sorry I missed it, I was watching baseball instead. Alright, you caught me, I’m not sorry. I’m sure if there’s anything important the internet will let me know in the next day or so. From what I gather, the tone was very similar to the Presidential debate. If that’s the case, I’m especially glad I missed it, because I only watched a few minutes of that debate before turning it off, frustrated. My main issue was the absolute lack of respect both candidates showed for each other and the debate format. Cutting each other off, going over time, and running over the moderator, that kind of behavior is disappointing in the people who want to be the leader of the United States. And, unfortunately, once one person does it, the other person feels they have the right to do it too, just to make things “fair.”

Then you have the further problem of reliability. Sure you can watch the debate live and ooh and aah over all the great points and zingers, but it totally defeats the purpose when you go online the next day to find out that half the points were misconstrued or out and out lies. It scares me that people watch these debates and make decisions on who they vote for based on how the candidate says something or handles a question without verifying the accuracy of what they are saying. And it saddens me that the politicians involved are willing to use such inflammatory rhetoric and shoddily constructed arguments with “facts” that just melt away into vapor upon any sort of cogent examination.

And were that I could pin the blame solely on one party, but this is exactly what makes the two party system so broken in today’s society. I have heard rumors of times when the two parties could work together and set aside their differences for the greater good, but those seem oh so long ago now. The mentality that the other party must die and be destroyed has set our political system back at least a 100 years, and there needs to be some other alternative between “us” and “them.” It almost makes me wish I had more of a political bent so I would be motivated to do something about it. Could someone get on that for me?

Weight: 226 Loss: 14 lbs – Running Yearly Mileage: 312 miles
Softball Stats: Game 3 – 3/4 (.750), 1 R, 2 RBI Game 4 – 3/4 (.750), 1 2B, 2 R, 1 RBI Season – 12/15 (.800), 3 2B, 8 R, 5 RBI
Fitocracy Level: 26 ID: disciplev1

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